From the pride of graduating college to the anxiety of finding a job

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Although I’m finding it hard to believe, this month marks 10 years since I graduated college. It feels like yesterday that I was excitedly driving across a stage to receive my diploma. With five long years of hard work in my rearview mirror, I couldn’t help but feel so accomplished in that moment.

Through hospitalizations, a pandemic that left me homebound for a semester (no, not COVID-19; remember the H1N1 flu?), and the daily challenges of life with SMA, the girl who didn’t know if her body could keep up with the demands of college had earned a marketing degree. She was feeling like she could accomplish anything. But in the back of her mind, she wondered: What’s next?

Just as I had entered college with so many unknowns, I was now entering the real world with the same trepidations. In 2013, the year I graduated, a mere 17.6% of disabled people were employed in the United States. Though there was no explanation why this number was so low, I was part of that statistic.

Disabled people must consider many factors when job searching — office building accessibility, finding caregivers during office hours, working while receiving Supplemental Security Income benefits — but the primary factor for me was frustratingly simple: My body couldn’t physically withstand a 9-to-5 office job.

During the first few months after college, I felt as though I was falling behind my peers. I wanted to work. I wanted to apply what I had worked so hard to learn. But I didn’t know how to make it happen, and I also hadn’t been a part of online disability communities to ask for guidance.

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‘Each charted course’

To my surprise, in October of that year, my friend asked if I could be her social media manager for her new gym. This meant I could work from home, create my own schedule, and go at my own pace. I happily obliged.

In the years I spent working for her, I also started to build a personal brand online. I created a website to blog about life with SMA and used social media as another tool to develop that brand. This eventually snowballed into more job opportunities, including the one I have here at SMA News Today and my role as chief creative officer for an intimates brand called Liberare.

Though I no longer work as a social media manager, I am forever indebted to my friend who gave me the opportunity. Before working for her, I was unsure if I was capable of having a job. Remote work wasn’t widely offered like it is today, and I couldn’t see myself keeping up with the demands of working outside the comforts of my own home. My body simply wouldn’t allow it. In the months following my graduation, I was doubtful. Not knowing what my future held for me in terms of my career path was both unsettling and disheartening.

Alas, here I am, 10 years later. And I can say with confidence that I never could have predicted where I am today. Though I wasn’t able to foresee all the possibilities that were ahead, I still managed to forge my own path. I still arrived at where I was supposed to be. I may not have taken the traditional route most graduates do, but like everything in life with SMA, I adapted and did it my way.

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